It's been a long time, quite a few months I think. I've checked back here every once in awhile on key characters, maybe the occasional group, but nothing too in depth. For a long time now, I haven't felt capable. Words just fell away until I just wasn't writing at all, and then that applied to everything else. I stopped writing. I stopped reading. I stopped eating, sleeping, talking, except to the bare minimum. And now that I'm trying to recover from this...depression, I'm practically a newborn. So much uncertainty. I have to look up the definitions of words before I even feel brave/assured enough to type them. But I've convinced myself that